Okay, so I saw Breaking Dawn Pt.2 last night, and I have to say, it was pretty amazing. I’m not really a big fan of the series but I did enjoy the movies and the two books that I read. They did a fantastic job at keeping the love story prominent while also bringing in a lot of action. I cried at the end.(“I’m such a cornball” according to Alex.)

On top of crying at the end of the movie, I had to say goodbye to Alex in a way that I haven’t before. I’m used to ending our goodbye with a “see you tomorrow!”. I’m used to spending every holiday with him now and this will be our first apart from each other. I was supposed to be traveling with him to North Carolina today, but something came up that I had no control over. I promised I wouldn’t cry but being the “cornball” that I am, there was a pretty steady stream of tears as I got out of his car. Hopefully I wont have to do that again anytime soon. It’s strange to know that he isn’t just a couple minutes away.

Today my grandma has me significantly distracted from all of this since she has put me to work around the house to prepare the house for Thanksgiving tomorrow. This is the first time I’ve had any time to myself since I woke up.

I can hear her yelling for me as I type this sentence, so i”ll end it here. 

That one person we all never want to let go of. 
That one person who has the ability to change your mood from happiness to tears. That one person we let hurt us and still don’t want to let go of. 
That person we have to watch change in front of our eyes for better or for worse. That one person we either let go or suffer, wondering if it will ever change….

How are you suppose to look at the person you love more than yourself and see that it’s time to let go?

You know, I never would’ve thought that when I asked you to play guitar for me in the talent showcase last year, that I’d be totally and completely in love with you the way that I am today. It’s unbelievable. You’ve made me such a sap! I never used to flinch at sad movies. Now, I’m such a baby. But I don’t mind because you opened up my heart. We’ve done everything wonderful that I can think of. Every day I spend with you is so much fun! You can always make me laugh. There’s so much I could say but this would end up being an essay. I know we fight.. A lot. But at the end of the day we always come out smiling. You’re my world, Alexander. We’ve been through more than I expected, but every little experience made us stronger. I promise you, that I will continue to be by your side supporting you every step of the way. I really am looking forward to everything that’s in store for us.

I love you, so much. 

Happy one year baby. <3